reasons for everything.

Right now, I'm in a fight with one of my closest friends.
She wasn't the nicest friends ever. But she meant a lot to me.
She always stood up for me, even in the worst way possible.
When I was with her, I guess I kind of felt protected, like there was a shield with us because I knew that she would be there for me.
Now, it's like we have to be on guard to be attacked.
Which is about every day during lunch.
J, S, and me always get annoyed and talk about her. Then L tells us to shut up because he really likes her.
I feel like Amber acted as a God to me, always there for me. However, at the end, our friendship cracks.
God is like that, but different. He's going to be our shield, and we'll stand up for him in return. In the end, he'll be there for you. 
Sometimes, I wonder why God has his reasons for everything.
I know that everything happens for a reason, but some reasons seem confusing.
I guess you could say that this world is like a foggy window pane.
When Jesus comes, he'll wipe away the fog and replace it with sunshine.
Then the world will become totally understandable.
We don't understand everything because we are merely humans.
God is God.
You might wonder why God didn't invent a perfect world.
He did. However, satan came in.
The Garden of Eden was perfect. Then satan came, and Eve fell for it.
God loves us, with true love. We walk away every day from him, rejecting him and inviting Satan in.
God probably looks down at this world. We destroy the earth he created for us, and we don't act like Christians. Yet he still loves us, with true loves.
Have you ever seen it that way? We are dirty humans who should be used as god's slaves, yet he gives us a chance of a lifetime. One lifetime to live with him.
Are you going to use it wisely? :)